A NEW new beginning.

So, in my last post, I talked about how I was striving to serve our Lord more.  I have been doing this and it's been really great. I go to church every Sunday morning, if at all possible, I attend STUMO on Thursday nights through UCO, and I've been going to church with my best friend, Cherish, on Wednesday nights to the Church of Christ, which isn't my denomination but I love it!  I've recently broken up with my boyfriend, so I've been struggling a lot for the past few weeks.  We dated for a little over fourteen months, so I was used to having him around all of the time.  And now, he's just.. Gone.  The person I loved more than anything, the guy I thought that I was going to marry, just stepped out of my life out of no where.  You can only imagine how devastating it was for me.  I didn't have any answers as to why he would just break up with me. I thought everything was okay.  I didn't know what to do with myself.  I couldn't eat.  I couldn't sleep.  I could barely function.  I thought I had lost my entire world and nothing I did would ever bring it back.  It was a rough time, for sure.. But I've recently realized how foolish I've been.  This whole ordeal that I've been going through is all for a purpose.  God is calling out to me.  He's giving me the perfect opportunity to make my way right with Him.  No distractions, no temptations.  Just Him.  It's my time to shine God's light on the world, so that is exactly what I am going to do. :) It's time to live it up, keep my head high, and be happy.