It's not the best.

Have you ever had that feeling in the pit of your stomach where you feel like something is going to go wrong, but you have no idea what? And all you can do is anticipate for that something to happen? I've had that feeling for the last few days. I don't know what it is.. Something just doesn't feel right. And I can't figure it out. I hate it! It's putting me in a down mood, which isn't good.  I just can't make myself feel happy because I feel like I'm missing something.  I can't just fix it either, by just telling myself I'm happy, because I'm not.  I ended up crying myself to sleep last night, and I don't know why.  Yesterday was supposed to be a good day. It was my one year anniversary with my boyfriend.  Maybe it was because it just felt like another day. I mean all we did was go eat lunch at Flatire, I mean we eat lunch together everyday.  And then we went to Best Buy, for the 5th time, for my laptop.  Then, we went to workout.  We didn't have any alone time, which actually kind of upsets me.  But I mean, I'd be over it by now if that were the problem.  I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I just can't seem to figure it out.
On a side note, I was on Uconnect today and I was looking through the members that are going to be in my classes next semester. Not only do I have Cherish and Brittney in like every single one of my classes, but I have a few other people that I know in them as well.  One person, in particular, I am not too fond of.  Unfortunately, I need that class, so I will deal with it.
On another side note, pretty soon I will be driving back home.  And I cannot wait.  Thanksgiving is just a few days away! Yay.  I miss home and my family and my cat.. lol And I also like the idea that I don't have class for the rest of the week. I actually love that. But I do have two tests next Monday, which means I will be studying over the break.. Yayy.. Anywho, I think I'm gonna wrap this up. Maybe next time I will have an explanation to my condition.. lol
Ta ta for now! <3

The season of thankfulness.

Thanksgiving has got to be at least my second favorite Holiday.  Christmas, of course, comes in first place.  I love Thanksgiving time, not only because we get out of school for a few extra days, but because I get to spend a day with my family, eating mouth-watering turkey, dinner roles, cranberry jell-O, and green bean casserole! Yum! Every year at Thanksgiving dinner, my family goes around the table telling everyone what they are thankful for.  I am thankful for so many things in my life, it's hard to chose only one! So, I will inform you of the most important in my opinion.

Number one is my mom and grandparents.  Without them, I wouldn't have life, good morals, support, and most importantly, love.  Everyone tells me that I have my mothers genes.  From my boyfriend telling me that I get my weirdness from her, to various people telling me that I look like her, I guess you could say that I fit in her genes quite well!  My grandparents are huge contributors to my life.  I learn most of my important life lessons through them.  My grandpa is always teaching me something new, and my grandma - well let's just say sometimes I feel like I'm teaching her a few things, like how to get to the HSN website. All in all, I absolutely adore my family, and wouldn't change a thing about them.

Number two is my boyfriend, Jake Erron Hall. We have been together for almost a year, and I'd have to say that it has been the best year of my life.  He means the world to me.  He makes me feel comfortable with myself, he makes me laugh, he makes me smile.. He just brightens my day, and I love him for that. Jake's family is also amazing.  I feel like a part of the family every time I am with all of them.  I love his parents because I can talk to them, and I don't feel awkward. And I love his little brother, because he is already practically my own little brother! I just love them all. 

Number three is UCO.  This is the only college that I actually applied for, and I didn't really know why. But I feel like this is where I am supposed to be. It's a beautiful campus, everyone is friendly (mostly), and it's small and convenient.  I've lived on campus since last year, and I love it.  I can just roll out of bed and walk to class, or ride my bike if I choose. my major is Elementary Education, and this school has a great education program, which is awesome! I am so ready to get through all of my classes and begin my career!
I have so much more that I am thankful for, but I don't want to get too detailed here, so I think top three is good enough. :)
So what are you thankful for?

Geek Squad? Pshh. More like lazy, money suckers!

So I went to pick up my laptop today at Best Buy, thinking it was going to work right again.  Well, it is exactly how it was when I took it there. Minus a few viruses apparently? I am just so frustrated! Ughh.. I get to enroll in the morning, and now I may not get to because of my stupid computer.  Speaking of enrolling.  I have figured out my schedule for next semester! And, boy is it going to hurt.  Six classes, and two of them are in the evening. Phew! Good thing my friend Cherish is going to be in every single class with me! It's also a good thing that we are in the same major! :) Yayy! I am pretty excited about this.  Anyways. I am starving, and I haven't eaten since about eleven this morning! :/ So, I'm going to say goodnight, and go eat! Ta ta for now! <3

In the beginning.

So, I'm not really sure what exactly to write on here.  I've always heard of blogging being something like open, online journaling. So I guess that's exactly what I will do.  Not exactly sure what to write at the moment, but I guess I will figure something out later.  For now, I need to go get some laundry done. I just woke up from a two hour nap, so I need to do something productive.  I get my laptop back tomorrow! :) Yay! Ta ta for now! <3